Gloomy
2 papers have passed and I am onto my third and fourth paper this week and not to mention next week killer paper! I am so totally clueless about game theory but I don't have time to worry about that now since I am still finding a hard time to encode the 402 information into my head. And it doesn't feel good to know that our assignment had gotten a B from the prof. Kinda of disheartened by it. Sighs.
Feel so gloomy when I am back at hall today. So alone. No one was in hall and I miss my waffle tho he wasn't on his best behavior yesterday and this morning. I can wait for exams to end so that I can play with him all day long without worrying about what chapters or lectures I have not studied yet. Feeling really slack this semester and it's not helping when I see the people around me all ending their exams soon.
it is totally not helping that I was sick two days before the exams started and also that there is absolutely nothing for me to look forward to after exams besides the thought of playing with waffle all day long. hehe. Why do everything go so so so so wrong for me this sem?
I wish there is more support and encouragement but instead, I was filled with guilt and restlessness. I wish all these bad feelings will come to a pass soon. I cant possibly concentrate with all these negative thoughts bombarding my head.
i need to shake all these dark thoughts in my head away and start to seek the sunshine and happiness waiting at the end of darkness. alright, i just need to get all these rubbish out of my head and go back to mugging again. Again, its the most amazing thing how fast i can blog. whooohooo.
Labels: exams, rantings
I ♡ you! :D
wy scribbled @12:33 AM
