♡ Sunday, October 26, 2008
Rough week
the rough week is ending soon since today is sunday! next week is another brand new week.
feeling v contented and blissful this weekend cos my bb is back!!! but the down side is that i am not mugging enough hours cos i really want to spend some time with him. just treat this as a rest and i will mug harder when he is going back tmr night... booo hoooo. feel so sad everytime he is leaving but he is gonna come back in next next weekend again!!!
my baby is so addictive.
just glad that my roller coaster feelings are over....hopefully and i have new found confidence in myself that i am smart and i can survive this...
i am glad tt i have friends to ride this storm with me... thank you all, you know who you are...
friends( other than my family, of cos) are really my pillars in my insane life.
Labels: emotional shit, happenings
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wy scribbled @6:36 AM
♡ Sunday, September 28, 2008
a mugging recess
The recess is coming to an end. i have did a number of things-i-have-never-done before in my recess break.
first all of, i mugged. i am sure all of you did not believe it and hence i have pictures to prove it.
me mugging at gloria jean for 3 bucks ice blended drinks. thanks to chu an for telling me that! hahah.
swee and me- the youngest and most hardworking STUDENTS in our gang right now!
my fave zig markers and plain A4 paper for writing notes.
huiyu who came and join us midway through our mugging and abducted swee away for her shopping sprees. working ppl are so lucky to be able to spend n spend without much thinking!
after that, huiyu have to go off and meet her friends and me and swee had a nice and cheap dinner before going home. we were going against the current in city hall who are all gathered to watch the F1 formula. it was really qt a thrill to listen to the buzzing and roaring of the engines even tho we can't see a shite. haha. but its ok, it so so much better to watch on tv. at least you know who is who and have a clear view of their timings and rankings. haha.
okay, let's go on the second thing i did. i actually went back to school to have lessons! i thought i will pon the lessons but i didn't. cos i think i really liked this module- politicial economy of singapore which is rather interesting and they actually have 5 marks participation. i think i already got 2 liaos! haha. if not for the marks, i think i would have gone to sleep. haha. but the profs so far really qt interesting- a big motivation to go lessons. of cos, i also have to meet fyp prof that day. there are so much things to do for the fyp. we had a rather good meeting with him but one downside is our fyp tutor is nice but he is not the type to suggest how you can improve on ur fyp. rather, you have to present ur ideas to him and he will evaluate. dunno whether this is a good or bad thing. hopefully, things will turn out better and we have more great ideas on the way.
third of all, i went to cut my hair!!!! i had bangs again. whoaaa. made me look younger again but come to think of it- I AM YOUNG! WAHHAHAHA. previously, i have been pining my hair up without realizing that its the latest fashion cos everywhere i go, i see ppl pining their fringe up and make a sort of curry pok on top of their head. For me, it was merely a convenient thing as i hate hair covering my eyes. haha. i am so hip without me knowing. hahah.
alrights, this is tee gui gui birthday tt gmp is once again tog! haha. actually this pic is just suppose to illustrated my pin up hair as i think i need evidence to support my claim. hahaha.
last but not least, i jogged!!!! haha like almost every other day. so amazing but of cos i am only coverin short distance. dun wan to work myself and make myself so tired tt i cant mug at night. haha.
next week is the start of school and one big thing to look forward to is that baby is coming back on wed! hahaha. i miss him and i think waffle miss him too. he has not been eating and sleeping well. poor waffle and he has been restless and biting my hand whenever he has a chance, walking all over face, leaving his footprints. stupid waffle but i think i do understand that he missed his daddy very much. just like me. mugging for psychology is making depressed. sighs. but i have to finished mugging before he comes back as i am sure i wun have time for mugging when he is back and of cos, i wun have the mood to mug too. must treasure the short time tog before he is going back to kl again.
i really really hate LDR.
Labels: emotional shit, outings, recess
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wy scribbled @12:52 AM
♡ Sunday, September 21, 2008
Hot Sunday
Hello! okays, its rare for me to blog so frequently but its the start of the recess week after all! haha. i am still slacking at baby's house, trying to get some last min fyp research done so that i have no need to bring tons of research materials home. the way i am ferrying my laptop and external hard disks around, its no wonder i am getting more muscular in my arms. no more swimming for me! its totally damn sian when my shoulders are getting broader and broader.
totally missing baby's presence and i am getting withdrawals synptoms. i am so sorry for complaining abt my love sickness but i really cant stand distance!!! brrrr. always feels tt something is incomplete at the back of my mind. this is so me, always dwelling on unhappy and things that can't be helped. i wished i am more like bestie who can totally distract herself with so many stuff. but i got activities laid out for the entire week. just endure one weekend and baby is so gonna be back cos we are going to ah mei concert!!!! whooo hoooo but its not gonna be the er ren shi jie as his sister is coming along too... which is errr perfectly ok, i guess.
there are tons of things to be completed. need to mug on my psycho when i am my 100 questions MCQ which makes up 40% of my total grade. can't afford to flunk it and i must buck up! and i also need to get started on my TCM. so grateful to jas who offered to give me her notes. i think i have only atteneded like 1 out of 7 lectures so far??? i am so freaking dead but i am determined to SU it. i am so not gonna risk my results for that lousy GE. i hate choosing GEs. but i still need to pass hence i need to take this time to start reading a bit. having fyp meetings and meet up with prof and mates next week too. also not to mention meet ups with oc ppl for the long awaited treat( okay la, a bit paiseh to go when i did not do much but its still free food right? ahha, i am sure guigui will agree with me. ), jas, yongy and of cos my beloved gang of girlies. i totally love meeting up with the girlies gang, i must start thinking of nice names for this group of wonderful friends who have brought me so much happiness, fun and love for the past 7-8 years! haha. hoping to have a sleepover and long mj session. missed mj!
wow, din know i got so much stuff to say. anyways, today is gonna show the last episode of tangxinfengbao 2! boo hooo. no more lin feng, ho ma and the jian nv ren. i really love tangxin 2 more than 1 la. the first one is too much drama mama and the huai nv ren is damn lao nv ren la. at least mi xue is qt chic. haha. but her expression is so hen and got sha qi den she even intimidates me when i watched her. and tang 1 is trying too hard to be funny and touching but tang 2 comes off v naturally and the touching parts made me cry so many times. i will be damn high when the good ppl triumph in the end and of cos when lin feng comes on the screen!!!! hahaha.
okays, i will go read some books n cont on fyp before packing to go home sweet home. staying in his house just gonna make me miss him more.
Labels: bored, emotional shit, happenings, school
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wy scribbled @12:30 AM
♡ Saturday, September 20, 2008
Recess Break
Started my recess break with gmp outing to celebrate lemon/ peach tee birthday aka tee gui gui! haha. happy bday girl! this is the 4th birthday that we celebrated together. time sure fly past! had a good time, so freaking glad that i met these bunch of good friends in hall. whoever says that its hard to get good friends in uni just simply do not want the hassle of maintaining relationships.
but on the other hand, maintaining relationships with diff grps of friends certainly take lotsa of energy and not to mention money and of course the most impt factor of all, time. whenever, we want to have dinner or watch a movie or a kbox session, all these involve money. When we are schooling, we need to spend time on our school work, projects, family and your the other half, you besties old friends, your extra commitments and last of all, time for yourself. we only have 7 days a week. the weekdays will be taken up by school work and the weekends you need to split with your family, ur bf/gf, your friends and u yourself. it is so freaking hard to divide time equally among everything.
but i guess in life, we need to find a balance in everything and of course the heart to fit all these gatherings into your schedules and most important of all, PRIORTISE!
missing baby right now but there are 3 more weeks to go before he comes back for the short weekend. this whole week is just :/ bland is the word to describe my week. sighs. but one good thing that came out of this short separation, i finally got started on my mini project which i hope i will have the perserverance and will to get the results i want. i must cherish it if i manage to get the results i wanted!!!
alrights, waffle is snoring behind me which means its time to sleep soon. night night everyone.
Labels: emotional shit, friendships, happenings, outings
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wy scribbled @10:11 AM
Distance made the heart fonder?
Finally, I am back to my big big room and big big table. Baby had finally gotten his own place which I do not have the chance to see it first hand yet. Somehow, I am feeling rather insecure about this entire set up tho I know in the long run, it will be better for both of us. I guess, i just need more time to get used to it.
Managed to go for a swim over the weekend. It was refreshing to spend some time with my youngest sister without quarreling or fighting over smth stupid. Sometimes, I wonder whether I am too harsh on her. After all, I was through this exact same stage in my teenage years. but I think she is really double the trouble I am. haha(: Things were good with the family this weekend tho some unsolved issues still remained. I managed to eat my yummy crayfish for dinner! haha (:
The most dreaded month is here again. I managed to finish drawing up my exam timetable. There are so little time to do so much stuff. The 3 hard cores are so gonna let me suffer again. I was completely clueless about the financial econs assignment that i need to do. darn. I am also rather bothered by internship stuff. Dont think i can get any positions in the first phase of selection. Feeling rather down abt it especially by MOF rejection, but there is nth i can do about it too. Sometimes, I really wish to turn back time to redo my second year again. I
Getting rather emotional these few days. wonder issit the time of the month again. I always get so hot tempered and moody during this time of the month. Sometimes, i wish i can just rip the hormones out of me. haha. alright, i really sound like a psychopath.
Oh yea, go catch 10000 bc! i think it is qt good! ok, i am so random here! haha(:
Labels: emotional shit, weekend
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wy scribbled @10:35 AM
