♡ Wednesday, October 8, 2008
wonders of facebook
I was so bored last night that i went onto my facebook account to add some friends and view what is happening around my friends. and i was bo liao to update my status to " i am having severe depression + panic disorder"
just seconds later, a number of ppl pm me about my status and start to give me words of encouragement. one was from a sec school friend that i could actually count the number of sentences we have actually had with each other and the other one is my cousin! i was so surprised when i was checking my mail and received notification that they had replied to my status asking me whether i am alright, blah blah. and a minute later, my another cousin msned me and asked how was i doing.
i was so paiseh tt i immediately took them down. nonetheless, i was damn touched and thankful for my friends and family.
it was 230 am in the morning.
i hate to admit it but facebook is qt a wonderful thing. it helps u keep track of ur friends and what they have been up to and also some mini surprises when u realises u have mutual friends. that's when u realise how small the world is. haha.
right now, i am still stressed abt the quiz tmr. i think i nv studied so hard for a quiz before. i really have negative thoughts about it and keep thinking i will do badly in it. taking abnormal psych indeed makes one abnormal. when u read abt the different symptoms of mental disorders, you start relating to yourself and analyzing whether u have such syptoms. no wonder they always say its a thin line between insanity and sanity.
but how do you determine whether a behaviour is insane or sane? i think this is a rather subjective topic and some things might be insane to u but perfectly sane to others. it just depends on ur social environment and the way you are brought up.
i always blog surf whenever i was mugging cos i had rather short attention span. and i came across this blog as she blogged about her hk trip! i suddenly had this weird fantasy of meeting lam fung on the streets of hk if i do visit hk one day! haha. mugging is driving me mad. i actually fantasize wad i am going to say to him and request to take a pictures with him!
ok,enough of mad talking and back to my notes.
i need to think positive to cope with stress.
Labels: fantasy, musings, random, stress
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