♡ Friday, October 31, 2008
baby がぃぃちぃばんすきです
went to sch early in the morning and received a pair of good news and bad news.
good news is that he41o is an open book exam which would means i have no need to use so much of my storage space in my brain. however, open book means there is i cant hold any expectations for the exams cos the prof had said that pure copying is not gonna give me good grades. hopefully i can get good structures for the essays.
bad news is that my psych final paper is gonna have 60 mcqs!!!! i need mcq shen to bless me with good luck so that i will get all the correct answers. i really have a serious problem for recognition. i am really freaking stressed up abt psych. there are like 17 topics to mug and memorize. i am really dying over psych. ( i am so sorry for those reading my blogs cos its gonna be a start of stressed filled and depressong posts.) i just need to blog it out to relieve my stress.
and of cos CBA which i do not have any idea on what is gonna come out at all. the profs are rather slack and there are some calculations that still baffles me a lot and of cos qualitative answers which i am not really sure how to answer. and not to speak of the profs always leave class early and cancelled this week lesson:( he did not even tell us the exam format.
and jap! having oral and listening next week. i cant be like last sem and slacked already as the jap level 2 is already out of my range. there are so much vocab and grammar to learn. i can just drown in the vocab seriously.
and to speak of TCM, i am really clueless abt it at all. not planning to mug until my final paper. i am just adopting an heck care attitude abt tcm already.
came home in the warmth of my family yday. really loved my family for their support. had a good talk with my dad, telling him abt me sinking into depression, he makes feel so much better. he is like the rock in my turmoil life.
of cos not to forget the other rock--- my baby.
look wad he drew me when i was talking to him abt my stressed up life.
i am really grateful and pls let all these love showered on me to get pass this difficult period. i should not wallow in self pity and do my best mugging for the exams! i believe that hard work will pay off. i just need to be calm and do my thing!
wanying! you can do it. jiayou jiayou jiayou!
11 more days to exams and 18 more days to freedom! my stomach turn queasy as the D day coming closer and closer. on the other hand, i want things to be over. hai, i seriously dunno wad i want.
okay! gotta mug somemore before resting early so tt i can have energy to mug tmr....
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wy scribbled @5:36 AM
♡ Sunday, October 19, 2008
Exam mania!
the usual exams panics came and attack me again!
so freaked out. i can't afford to slack this semester, as this is my last second sem to pull up my grades. somehow, this sem, i felt v ill prepared.
it must be the 3 years of staying in hall which makes me feel more motivated to study. but this time round, there is no pressure to start mugging early at all. feel so stressedddddd...
effectively i have only 4 subjects to study for exam however, i did not attend a single TCM lecture at all. tho i have SU it, but i have no confidence to pass this module. arghhhhh. sighs. just have to work a tad harder for this subject, i just need a pass, a pass is fine! so afraid of bell curve as if all the ah tiongs do well, it will be harder to pass this module.
jap level 2 is getting harder too... i can no longer slack so much in jap already. but heng is tt i attended the lessons quite regularly and should be able to catch up with my work but the vocab words are amazing alot! i think there are like more than 300 of them....
wells, tho i have only taken 2 econs modules this sem, they are still not that easy. one good thing is that the final exams only comprises of 50% but still, i need to do well in order to pull up my GPA further....
and of cos every sem i will have a killer module and this sem is the psycho module. so much to memorize. sometimes i really regret taking tt module.... but bo bian... hai... aniways the quiz results are not out yet. haii... worried. please let me have a decent grade so tt things wun be so bad.
alrights, shall have to go shower and home sweet home to cont my mugging life...
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